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Temptation seems so far away but I can still smell his cologne in the air. His warm embrace as he cradles my head in his arms. How his smooth tongue dances onto my heart and keeps me from getting lost. I can't be without him, I can't live without him. Healthyplace.com The rig is now empty. It's time to see my baby.

Hello, Motherlovers. This morning I woke up to one of the deadliest mass shootings in U.S. History. As of now, there are at least 58 dead and at least 515 injured in Las Vegas. Some deranged being decided to hide like a coward from the 32nd floor of the Mandalay Hotel and shoot into a crowd of 22,000. There was a festival happening. Country Festival, I believe it was. In the infamous Las Vegas - You're out with your friends, and lover (or lovers..wink wink..) But instead of ending the night with drinks, or with a tale that would have been funny in the near future, instead that night was filled with terror. And all I could think of, no matter how selfish it may have been, is it could have been me. I love going to concerts. Just like every one of those people - but instead of enjoying what may have been to some, an amazing night, they lived their last moments in fear. They were so blind to what was just about to take place. What a way to enter October. It makes me so ...

Hello, Motherlovers. Today was such a weird day. All day I spent cooking. This morning I woke up, obviously, and made breakfast, which was hard boiled eggs for my partner and I. Soo after, I made chocolate chip peanut butter cookies. A whole batch! A few hours after that I made us each a hot dog. Hours after that, I cooked the whole bag of shrimp we've had, for lunch, and made them all today, half lemon pepper and the rest sea salt/black pepper. And right after that, I made 3 different versions of "boneless wings" - chopped boneless breast -: bbq, buffalo, and honey chipotle. Breaded. I have been in a cooking frenzy. Or I can only imagine extreme boredom on my part.I also have been reading "It" by S. King. I only begun last week and I'm already on Part 2, so I am very proud of myself since the last book I finished took me about five years on and off. So.... There's that. You have heard of Harvey...Have you seen Irma heading over?? GAWDDAMN! ...